Sunday, March 24, 2013

undisclosed desires

i want to reconcile the violence in your heart
i want to recognized your beauty is not just a mask
i want to exorcise the demons from your past
 i want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart


Princess Mascot LOL
2011

@Puteri Beach, Santubong, 2012




















Mom LOVE letter to her little princess

My darling *****,
i might not be the world's greatest mother, but i consider myself blessed to have you as my daughter. you complete my life with joy and laughter and the best part of it, you show me to know a mother's love. if i could turn back time on the day you were born, i wish i was always by your side in every single heartbeat. i remember a great friend told me once that a kid has only one childhood. i hope i'm making yours perfect just like the colours of a rainbow. the sound of your laughter and giggle reminds me that you are mine. you are the happiest kid and i hope you would always remain the same through you teenage years, adulthood, married life someday (yes, i know, i'm going to far hehehe). lets make it short and simple. i love you just the way you are. it's such a joy for me to see you in your happiest face because it means i'm doing the best i could to make you happy :)


**I just copy and paste this love letter direct from her facebook WITHOUT permission, I'm totally touching with what she feels being a single mother and raise her princess while she still studying.  Friends this gonna go soon, be strong dear.



FEARS AND FAMILIA



Le familia
left to right: veronica adam, connelia kuanting, jeffry saga, me mikoyan, etyla
this moment my senior @ friends @ unnie @ uppa @ graduation days @ unimas oct' 2012
fears
fears is like familia, everyone has one. But can be so personal and different just like all the familia in the world. There are fears as simple as revealing oneself to a strangers. Fear that we learn to live with

fears
there are fears that give you security, fear that can damages others. Fear that we can't name.
Fear that nobody understand what you believe. There a fears that act our consciences. Fears is the culprit  but we know we don't want to feel what we don't want to see of the unknown...

#saramonolog
--from Spanish TV series " Los Hombres de Paco"